" I want to grow. I want to be better. You grow. We all grow. We're made to grow. You either evolve or you disappear. "
Foto taken 02.06.09 @ Dolores Park.
Ever feel like someones holdin you back? when you say one thing, they say the other. you got goals and dreams & they don't understand your purpose? They sit beside you, but you're on opposing teams per say. After a while you just wonder why they stick around when all it does is cause tension and so much animosity? I can't seem to grasp the reason why people can say one thing and do the other. Like, their lives thrive on broken promises & lies. Or how they got the balls to chime in when it really ain't the time to. I miss the way things were. As children our minds seemed to expand a little more, Imagine a little more, dream and hope a little more. Now-a-days people take double takes like they breathe in air --it's become accustomed to them. what ever happened to chasin dreams? how about people having purposes in life? what ever happened to them? To think as people age, they get wiser and more opportunities come up AS they hold onto those dreams. Looks like today, people just age with no purpose.Hate it when you put yourself on the line just to satisfy someone else and get nothin but scolding ass remarks in return. Thank you? whathefuck is that? They don't know. Nothing ticks me off more than someone that doesn't appreciate you or the things you do for em. See, that's when you know you gotta gettttt. I miss havin that barrier in front of me. For a long time I thought it was good to let my walls down for certain people cus like they keep tellin me, 'that's your flaw'. Miss independent? everybody's capable of 'holdin their mothafuckin own', but when you can't touch up on that aspect of your every day life, PLEASE, jusy give thanks to those who DO put themselves on the line for your ass. It's a given.
